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allomate
12 August 2009 @ 11:35 pm
Tomorrow's meals.
Breakfast
2 slices of bread- 120
1 1/2 Tbsp  Better n' Peanut butter- 75
1/2 Tbsp Strawberry Jelly- 25
Snack
7 oz Nectarine- 84
Lunch
2 slices of bread- 120
Veggie Burger- 110
Salad w/ fat free dressing- 50
Snack
Nectarine-84
Supper
4 oz Turkey-110
Salad w/fat free Dressing-50
1 slice toasted bread- 60
total- 888
This is a good start. When my body gets used to this, I'll slowly start increasing....
 
 
allomate
02 August 2009 @ 01:25 am
Today was gross.

I mentioned to my mother about how I've been struggling.

I tried to eat healthy, but all I ended up doing was binging on a bunch of expensive/healthy/vita muffins.

Big Giant FAIL

Now my throat kills agh


 
 
allomate
26 July 2009 @ 09:57 pm
American food. American food consists of every cuisine. hah.
 
 
allomate
26 July 2009 @ 09:44 pm
So I am very very proud of myself. I didn't purge today!!

I ate 3 solid meals.

Breakfast-Peanut butter and jelly sandwich (better n peanut butter)

Lunch-Peanut butter and jelly sandwich (better n peanut butter)

Snack- Vita muffin

Supper-cup of fiber one with a cup of milk

If you cant tell, I feel really good at the moment.
 
 
 
allomate
01 November 2008 @ 10:31 pm
Recovery should become easy.
Like sprinkling magical power over me??? and then me suddenly stop being bulimic + gaining five or ten pounds without feeling disgusting. Oh god.
Do you think they will make me gain weight if I weigh 92 at the moment. No one at day program is telling me. All they are saying is that they will deal with it. God it is making me so nervous.
 
 
allomate
11 October 2008 @ 09:31 pm

Well this is my first time actually posting to my journal. I am kind of disapointed, ah, I really wanted to keep the sandwich in. But ah bulimia, led me to binge, which of course led me to be sick out of my stomach. Guess what  I did of course? I purged, purged everything, even what I ate befor the english muffin. Why couldnt I just be satisfied with that one sandwich? Now I feel sick, and feel just plain blah. I wish I had not binged, plus now I have to spend money on rebuying all my parents food that I ate, so they wont notice how it has magically disapeared. Oh damn it. Plus i binged on dates?? Who the hell binges on dates? I have no clue. GRrRrRrR...

 
 
 
 

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